new records - listening to frank sinatra brightening up my morning rituals.
back to work.
the strength to get through a huge rush at work.
talking really fast.
settling back in.
new year’s resolution: to live more wholesomely.
I have never actually made a new year’s resolution before… Well that’s a lie. A couple of years ago, I decided my new year’s resolution would be loveliness. I continue to keep that word with me, or at least I try to. I think it is time for a new word, with which to take active steps toward a better year.
Merriam Webster defines wholesome as “promoting health or well-being of body, mind, or spirit.” May I make healthy choices this year for the well-being of my body, mind, and spirit.
sometimes I feel like I’ll never get it. like it’s always just out of reach. and like everyone else can run faster than me to get it. or that they don’t have to run. they are just walking at an easy stroll, and I’m running as hard as I can, and the road stretches out in front of me while their figures get smaller in the distance. and i’m standing alone and feeling worthless. like no one even knows that I wanted it in the first place.